Well... What can I say? It has truly been a while since my last post. I am working three jobs now and am trying to keep up with the ol' mini farm. It is busy to say the least, but rewarding. I have to admit that this isn't the only reason I haven't been posting. I guess I'm a bit ashamed to admit it, but the man kinda' has me down. As I look around at the world THEY'VE created(you know who I'm talking about)I fear for my future as well as my children's. THEY are invasive and pervasive; like a cockroach infestation. Figured it out? The whiney, squeaky wheel gets the grease, single-minded, gutless, Godless, liberal minded commies that they are. I have finally come to realize there isn't much we can do about them except hope for some sort of reset. I don't know when or how, or if, it will ever happen, but damn...they sure have us beat. They have more money and better spin doctors than we'll ever have. the play for keeps and with no rules. They spin lies like a candy spider spinning a honey web that sucks everyone in. I actually had to explain, to a good conservative family friend, why we should be able to keep those"horrible, fully auto, assault guns". When my DSW explained to her that the Constitution was to protect US from our guv'mint, she said,"really?" and clammed up. This is a college educated mother of two who's husband is a die-hard hunter and conservative. What the hell? After the massacre at Sandy Hook there have been numerous shootings that jsut magically coincide with congressional votes on gun control. In the past I'd have said that the conspiracy nuts are working overtime, but damn, I feel like it's being thrown right at me. And while I feel anger and sadness for the victims of the Boston bombing I have a hard time not thinking that this is goping to get convieniently pinned on some "angry vet/redneck militia type that was trying to prove a point that guns are ok". I bet he'll even have an "arsenal" of "assault type weapons" with numerous "hi-cap" magazines. Have I given up? No. Have I finally seen the light? Maybe. All I can do is take care of my family and trust in the Lord above. Y'all have a good 'un.